I don't know where to begin, last time I looked you were here. Now near feels so far and the stars seem so dull. I let myself push and pull for way too long, left my heart available, just for you to break. Now I watch it all melt away, our love... like Ice in my hand. Vanishing. Slowly. But surely.
I miss you N×moon M××issen. You probably think I'm a horrible person with the horrible things you've heard. I guess words will be what destroys me, as the way it created me. I did love you...But you wouldn't know that now. Everyday I think of how my life will turn out and it doesn't seem good unless you're in it. It's been 3 months.....And I'm stuck thinking of you.