holding on for so long trying so hard to stay strong fingers locked in a tight grip slowly, slowly they start to slip suddenly no longer in control onward life continues to roll feeble grasp is broken loose imminent surrender a tightening noose tumbling, falling so far down an ocean of despair in which to drown the fall is blissful time in empty space crash landing in reality is a smack in the face tired, weary, losing hope can't seem to find a way to cope closing out the world so well all anyone will find is an empty shell