I wonder what
it feels like to
drown

To feel that
tight sensation
of water slowly
filling your lungs

Do you know
when enough
is enough?

Do you know
when it's time
to give up?

I wonder if
your body somehow
knows,
If it starts giving
its all
before it starts
shutting down
and giving up

Some people
think that suicide
is for cowards,
for people who
are "too scared"
or "not strong enough"

But that's not true

Suicide
is proof
that you've had
enough.
It shows
how strong you
once were

But even
the strong ones
have to give up

eventually


a.m.