She doesn't sleep when he's not by her side But he doesn't sleep with her either. And when they lie side by side, She can no longer phantom the thoughts inside his head, Like she used to be able to do.
"What are you thinking?" "Nothing." She moves to kiss him He turns over to sleep. And her heart contracts within her chest.
In the morning she wakes early and makes them breakfast, "I'm not hungry." is all he says. And her intestines dissolve to a paste.
He leaves for work, And she's so sad to see him go, She watches from the window as the car pulls out the drive.
And now she goes about her day, Squished up heart and mushed up gut. She cleans the house for him Makes his bed Folds his laundry Gets meat out of the fridge for dinner,
Then collapses in a heap to cry, When she finds his wedding ring hidden in the bed side cabinet drawer.