She hides behind herself, picturesque scenery flashing before her sad doe eyes only to crystallize before her like memories life washes over her but not through her at any given moment she could fade away gone with a fluttering of butterfly wings what is love (baby don't hurt me) but a rush of pheromones, a shotgun blast of hormones? a necessity a necessity she doesn't know by name or by face but by the lingering aroma of cigarette smoke and detestable good byes