I am a loaf of bread. sweetness lies in more infinity than information pamphlets and happiness is a warm gun. my love told me that my sadness for the world held a wide-born pretension. I am pretentious. I am sad for what is not necessarily sad; it reminded me of an old zen poem: One day Chuang Tzu and a friend were walking by a river. "Look at the fish swimming about," said Chuang Tzu, "They are really enjoying themselves." "You are not a fish," replied the friend, "So you can't truly know that they are enjoying themselves." "You are not me," said Chuang Tzu. "So how do you know that I do not know that the fish are enjoying themselves?"