I always said I never understood human nature and why we are as we are and as we will be and as we always have been.
I always said I was never like the rest I knew I wasn't perfect but I was not quite as selfish or as stupid or as indecisive or as foolish.
But now I see how I wanted you when you were no longer mine to have and I missed you when you were gone and I let go of you when you were holding on to me and I want you more than ever now that you no longer want me at all.
and only now do I realize, much to my dismay that I am human nature.
How beautifully complicated I have made my life. It's quite laughable when you think about it.