If I am forgotten

was I really here
or was it my imagination
did I really exist
if you no longer call my name
what a shame

if I reach out
will I be able to touch you  
can I feel
if my heart has been rejected
as I suspected

the memories fade
how long will it take to erase
if I look in the mirror
will I become the real nowhere man
what is the plan

tides ebb and flow
as does love I must presume
5 point 5 trillion years
since the cosmic blast
the stone is cast