so exercise is the logical conclusion. illogically, my matted lack-of-a- shower and my swollen lymph node to the point of painful swallows speak nothing in the way of 'yes' or 'no.' At this point, I'm just lonely and jealous of the worlds 'okay,' and can't be bothered with little touchies like- oh, perhaps she meant it? we meant it, by any measure. concussive doubts rain on my soul like laughter, intention; lymph node aches as I chew. time to call a doctor. time to call a dr.