I asked for it, I really did. I pushed you away because I could. She was never toxic ,she never bit. She never doubted me, and for that I feel like ****. I can't take back what I said or my actions that took place, I can't take back words and just erase. The damage I have done. Her eye's I imagine to be red and with tears, She has no limit, no anger, no fears. She's not held back by me anymore. And for this I am forever in sorrow. Don't sympathize me. I am cruel, I am unfaithful and for that I am a fool. Don't sympathize me.