Last words my mother spoke Just before I hung up the phone All I wanted was to thank her For giving me the hatred That inspired all if not most of my poems Thank her for giving me anger That was toxic to the eyes of those Too close when I snapped I wanted to give credit where credit is due But she decided to say You were a mistake She had more to say I know But I am tired of listening to her ******* I want her dead I want to **** her myself But instead I will let the cancer Within her lungs suffocate her ever so slowly