The day she left thought love ended Day you move back home feelings of freedom ending The day your brother dies you can't help but blame yourself Told to be a role model was your job to be a parent Become a leader lead by example The more you want in they keep you out Told to do something you don't do Thought of a career pursuing is hard but can be done Trying to focus not have a break down It use to feel like no one wanted me around Mad because you don't get respect and think I owe it to you. Too many things I couldn't do before but doing them now With or without you it's what I love and care about Creative juices flowing over being self destructive only hurting myself so not doing that anymore After answers and solutions especially when your the problem