I ripped the pearls off my neck. The string was as fragile as love. White spheres, dozens, roll under the couch like my baggage-- all the stuff you wouldn't, couldn't, didn't, help me carry. How do you think I got so strong? Wearing heavy pearls around my neck? Bearing heavy curls around my wreck around my sides inside my insides? How do you think I got so strong? Making mistakes and being wrong.