The fierce kisses that bruise my lips, he must be punishing them for not being her own he's kissing. They way if she passes by, his eyes will linger. "I love you," surely is not intended for me when she is around (or if she is not). The saying, "You never forget your first love," is all too true. I see it in my own first love. I can see his pain, although, he tries to lock it away. I just don't understand how... How can he love her after she tore his heart right out of his chest and ******* destroyed it so that it could belong to no one but her?
Something I've always feared and recently noticed more so... It terrifies me