I was sobbing the whole night
I don't know who I am
Or where am I at the current situation
People always blaming everything
It was all dark
Im all alone
Lonely
Hopeless
And im nothing but a worthless
But it  doesn't happened at all
Thanks to a buddy 
I will call him 'the light'
He was the first one who approaches me
He comforts me at that time
Even though he don't talk much
But all i need at that time is a friend
Who can hears me and listen
That night was as crazy as I thought
I never expected that we became that friends so far
He wasn't that cool
But he was brave enough to cover me
He's nice
Kind
And everything
His imperfect skills makes me admired him a lot
The first time I confess but I don't want to be specific at that time due to the fact that im not ready at all
Its not once but thrice but yet he still not recognize it and due to my fear that I will reject again
Im not even worth unless I smile
That's the first word he gives me hope to wake up
He hits me a lot like a lot
I thank him a lot
And that night will always shine in my eyes and I will never forget that he exist in my life.