All this waiting and uncertainy is giving me painic attacks making it hard to breathe I feel my heart racing shortness of breath My thoughts racing trying to control my pulse Nerves enraged making it hard for me to engage Focused on writing room spinning around Keep my emotions from goin astray Sooner or later things will go my way I've learned the era of my ways and the mistakes Behaving and hoping this will get back on track On the right path find my way back.