I'm ashamed  
As I picture you undressed
between my arms, against my chest..

I'm ashamed
As I taste your lips
When I hold my hand to smell my breath

Ashamed
that I feel your wet
around my tip when I clean it

Lusting after you
because I love you
slowly dying
cause I can't have you
the way I want to...
Be inside you
All around
from your airy head
to the feet and ground

I'm Ashamed
Cause I disrespect you
in my mind I always take you
touching skin
licking tongue
in my mind so much fun
ripping clothes
squeezing breast
at your dying breath
causing explosion after explosion
between you legs liquid immersion
And i slip deeper into thought
Out of your mind, into your heart

And I'm ashamed
Cause you're waiting
because you're only
trying to do what's right
Ashamed
I want to ****** you tonight
Tomorrow
and the day after
but you resist me too well
that only i can feel the blame
so because you're so right
I feel so Ashamed