he says i’m beautiful, in the morning, when my hair is a cluster **** of tangles and knots, when my skin is indented, chaffed from his bristles, when my legs are beginning to grow the hair that for some reason is not supposed to ever be there, he says i’m beautiful, in the morning, when i groan and shy away from the prospect of the day he says i’m beautiful, he says i’m beautiful every morning, until, he says, i can wake up every morning and believe it, too.