Give me something to indulge in I’m tired of feeling grey I want to feel truly, properly alive Let me eat until I can’t stand it Drink until I can’t stand at all Pleasure me not by my own hand Surround me in comfort Delight me Would someone please kiss me? Just give me one good reason Just something to hold on to
What the hell am I supposed to do without even the hope of anything that might make me feel alive?? Probably gonna have to sedate myself again...