When everyone gets to be happy except for me
because my happiness is uncomfortable.
my happiness is dumb.
my happiness isn’t important or real.

The way I feel isn’t real.
I don’t feel the same way you do.
I posses undeveloped emotion
which means I lack the privilege of affirmation.

I am sorry I ever tried to accomplish joy.
I am sorry for the strains I put on you.
from now till forever I will forget to feel,
and we will all live comfortably in your happy.