i sink in the sound of my thundering blood, rushing in my ears, flushing to my cheeks—why? what simple words from your lips were given power unparalleled to command the blood in my veins? they draw forth a cackle, unbidden (a laugh?) and i hardly have time to be mortified amid a sea of elation. my eyes and ears act with wills of their own, the former entranced by your lips, the latter hanging on every word that floats thence, to their patient wonderment. i try on a knowledgeable smile, not to betray my flustered state, as if i am at all in control of myself around you. i dare not attempt a sentence (or mere coherence)— for the present, i am content to watch your lips and listen to their simple words.