What am I going to do with you How am I going to study with you Finish that test with you Get the grade with you How am I going to go To college with you Get a car with you Go to work with you Do I cup you in my hands as I pray Before I lay in my pillow awake? Do I hurry you away in the day and plead for your return in the evening? Do I sleep on opportunity to fulfill you? Or is this self care I must refrain from taking?