Jet lagged until i cannot do it anymore, the schedule of getting back on track. Meaning i'm losing it completely, more than already used to anyway my complicated brain. Thought, dreams, hunger, thirst tumble over each other. Meaning watching tv at 2 am, reading 5 tabs at the same time so willing to buy any discount ticket to any afternoon show hoping it'll help me sleep sleep sleep, please! Eating a bunch of peppermints again, not answering any calls or emails the songs on repeat, more than already used to anyway during a day. One book ready upstairs, the others lying around on the kitchen counter below, an ideal place to stretch the legs and make another coffee, coffee please.