Tingle in my palms, that flutter in my stomach I feel before I throw back my head as the warm comfort of your embrace fills my insides. All that was once clear is now blurred under your spell. My fingers can no longer grasp on the smooth fabric of reality. I fall into a clean tunnel surrounded by the screams of all my imperfections, self accusations. Stumbling down this corridor inside my mind I find the dark cobwebs that feel slippery to the touch. I hear my voice echoing from someplace far away, I hear my screams, my moans. I feel foreign hands across my shuttering chest. My fists bleed as I pound against this prison made of my bad choices and the warm blanket on my raw senses, that pulls me deeper in.