i dont know what to do
i'm scared to **** it up
wanna do the right thing
but i never do enough
i'm trying to save myself
from myself
i'm hurting myself
i'm really no help
just pushing my friends away
and smiling through the pain
cry all night and sober up
sleep through every day
hoping it'll get better
knowing it will not
destined to crash
my scars are all i've got
just gotta keep my head up
tough it all out
but i feel my armor slipping
what will i do now