So true it was
I found the internal light
The light that made my heart shine
Made my soul feel like it was on cloud nine
But she was never mine
For she was as perfect as could be
I was just the worst there Eva was
My heart feels like it is going to burst and my soul for _ _ _ _ sake it Eva so hurts
I drift away sitting alone
Hating my self like I should just be
Dust and Bone
The darkness has won
I truly don't have the strength left
So I can tell you now
That my heart has fallen down
And to where it fell is only darkness and hell

So I say good bye
As I give up
And I tried
So hard I tried
But now all I can do is hide