I am so painfully tired
I long to push this feeling of immobility below
But I have not the energy to do so
How bitter is love to grant me joy
And then carelessly pull it away from me
Love is my drug
But this too I shall overcome
My words have no structure here
But I say them anyway
The night has made me lightheaded and aimless
As if I am in a drunken stupor
Farewell friends
I am off to tame the ever changing love