I feel this overwhelming sadness that's spreading throughout my being. This poison flowing through my veins is seeping into my mind and my heart and it's disintegrating...
* I feel so overwhelmed with things I haven't dealt with because I thought I was over them since it all happened so long ago. Tbh tho I never realized how much they've effected me until now. I've bottled so many things up overtime that now I have no idea how to deal with these things in a healthy way.