Instead of sleeping, I lay awake at Night. Trying to abide by the voices in my head but I am like a bat Wondering if any of my life choices could even rush me over and crush me these thoughts that wander through my mind every time I close my eyes the buzzing of bees fills my mind but I always feel so eery the thoughts swirl and race around me as I race to lock them out of my mind But all I can hear are the raging seas however I can not see any time but in the end, I somehow go to bed I lay asleep, my dreams going ahead