Dear Mother, can you hear me?,
Dear Mother, can you see?
This disgraceful, embarrassment,
that you have ill concieved...
This troubled soul inside me,
that lyes within my heart;
Has now become more burdened,
than at first it was to start...
Dear Mother, can you hear me?
Dear Mother, why me?
Crucial moments, in life's vicious path.
more than one marriage,
with no hope to last..
Common opposition,
opinions made to thee;
Would it have been immoral,
had you just disposed of me...
Dear Mother, can you hear me/
Dear Mother, Please!!
Dear Mother, can you help me?
Dear Mother,
Why me???
This isn't a new write..
Childish excitement fell, crashing violently; early in childhood.
Followed by 44 years of drug addiction and incarcerations.
First incarnation 1 month before 13th birthday; Released 2 months after 17th...
She died June 1st 2018
Yet my disengaged soul still needs depends on self medicated, cold anger and detachment.
Mommy issues control my existence.