Nov 2019
What am i supposed to do
To hate what i went through
But to blame myself
And to also want help
How am i supposed to ask
It seems like an impossible task
Just to talk to someone
Whos not the school counselor
But we can’t afford therapy
I know they would make it work
But i know we would hurt
They can’t handle that pain
But im strong
I can deal with mine
I’ll keep quiet
I’ll suffer in silence
‘Cause we cant afford
Mental illness
To hate what i went through
But to blame myself
And to also want help
How am i supposed to ask
It seems like an impossible task
Just to talk to someone
Whos not the school counselor
But we can’t afford therapy
I know they would make it work
But i know we would hurt
They can’t handle that pain
But im strong
I can deal with mine
I’ll keep quiet
I’ll suffer in silence
‘Cause we cant afford
Mental illness
This is a problem to many people deal with. Its not that i couldn’t get therapy. Dad would take a few more hours. We would sacrifice some things and i would get an hour of talking it probably wouldn’t even help. So im good, I’ll struggle through it. Im used to it.
