You and I need to think I've been avoiding The path your shoes made it all so visible The bright light of your absence I tell me it's all so palpable the crack in your soles a crack in my heart the crack in our chain Fragments of life kept in a box that I carry next I'm left with and yet I step out of the house and even now we're gone your footprints lead my war into a mirror of melancholy Where I will forever find your smiling shoes my smiling band our smiling eyes the memory of better days a memoir of the worst I won't wear your shoes I stand for something else One can only choose one