i used to think this way
that everything would be okay
then life came along, took my needs and wants
now nothing is the same

i used to think i'd find
the rainbows end in life
held a *** of gold instead it held my calls
when reality spent my dime

i used to think the best
would happen at my bequest
but who could have guessed the things i asked
would turn out such a mess

i used to think in dreams
but now i think it seems
that life's cruelty has played its joke on me
and i think i'm in way too deep