Lonely is just an understatement. And saying that it's an understatement just sounds like an exaggeration, but I'm so serious. What's even worse, is the fact that I have absolutely no reason to feel so lonely. I know that so many people love me! I know that I have so many reasons to be happy, but I just can't convince the part of me that thinks it's all a lie. My mind makes me so exhausted! Why can't I see myself as others do? Why can't I love myself? As I'm sitting here in my bed, I can't help but feel like I'm drowning! I want the loneliness to go away! Please go away!