My heart is aching and breaking Twisting and shaking I feel it pulsing Like the ground is quaking I'll rip out my eyes So that I can't see I'll cut off my fingers So that I can't feel I'll blow out my ears So that I can't hear I'll cut out my tongue So that there's no taste The only thing I'm left with Is an abandoned state Hopeless and helpless I sit here and wait The pain of my mind Jailbird and bait