runnnin' in circles; it won't stop movin' blinded by these train of thoughts— from them hating me to you, leaving me can somebody help me—i'm drownin' but only I can save me from this misery; break these chains that keeping my vulnerability; make a change—turn negativity to positvity 'cause girl, i'm missin' you so bad; please don't get mad i'm still learning how to control this thoughts even if i don't know 'cause i should have just want to make myself better wanna love myself so i can love you forever although others may think it doesn't exist you're the best plot twist i'd ever received and i'll choose you every day no matter what they say