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Oct 6 · 24
in case i die tonight
zee Oct 6
please send all the love letters that i've made for i have poured my heart and soul upon writing it

try not mourn for me and be happy for i am finally free from all the things the tormented me—

trading your soul just to revive this decaying body;
the deafening silence;
unwanted thoughts and endless tears
Jun 6 · 123
zee Jun 6
ang mga paa'y dinala ako sa tapat ng aking bintana
doon nasulyapan ang kabilugan ng buwan at pagkinang ng mga tala
ngunit ang isipa'y nananatiling balisa; tila naghahanap ng himala
'di malaman-laman kung saan at papaano mag simula

aking hiniling sa nag-iisang bituing nagniningning
na sana'y dinggin ang aking panalangin
nawa'y pakinggan ng uniberso at tuparin ang aking mga plano
ituro lang tamang landas kung saan ako tutungo

ngunit balewala lahat ng hinaing kung mananaig ang daing
'wag pilitin ang sarili; hintaying sumiklab ang apoy na nanalaytay sa'yong puso't damdamin
'wag ikumpara sa iba ang sarili 'pagkat ikaw ay may sariling istorya rin

madilim man ang landas ang iyong tatahakin; kumpiyansa sa sarili'y matatangay pati na ng hangin
ang mga buwan at ang mga tala'y makikidalamhati sa'yong pighati
ngunit ang kanilang pagningning sa kabila ng bumabalot na dilim ang magsisilbing ilaw—
liwanag at daan na magsisilbing palatandaan na darating din ang iyong araw
Apr 17 · 71
on a rainy day
zee Apr 17
please, stay
and don't go away
it's still you
i remember
when the sun
shines brightly
Apr 10 · 110
huling gabi
zee Apr 10
hindi na mapakali at panay ang tingin sa paligid
ang pagod at antok ay 'di na maikukubli
segundo, minuto at oras na ang lumipas
ni anino mo'y 'di na matinag; mata'y malapit nang tumiwalag
ang isipan ay kung saan-saan na rin napadpad
iisa lang naman ang nais isigaw ng pusong matiyagang naghihintay
makita kang muli at ang puso't isipan ay mapapalagay
lahat ng hirap na dinanas ay 'di alintana dahil ito'y maiibsan

--

at dumating na sa wakas ang araw ng pagpapasiya
ang dalawang pusong nangungulila sa presensya ng bawat isa'y
nagtagpo at nagsama

ang muling pagkikita nila'y punong-puno ba pananabik at saya
salubong na mainit at mahigpit na yakap at matamis na halik
ang siyang nagpawi sa mga sandaling hindi sila magkapiling

--

saksi ang mga tala at ang buwan
pati na rin ang mga tao sa paligid na walang kaalam alam at pakialam
sa muli (at huli) nating pagkikita,
mahal.
03.06.2020
Mar 12 · 153
unravel
zee Mar 12
i should've known
that there's something wrong
as soon as i walked outside through that door
is the same time you've reached your hand and fell unto the floor
the moment i released my grasp onto your wrist,
a new slit was made 'cause you couldn't resist
and i should've known that night was the last time
I'd see your name on my phone
friday the 13th, year 2020
Feb 5 · 90
haven
zee Feb 5
come! rest your bones in me
hush! your soul is safe with me
let me take you out of reverie—
your worries and insecurities
for i will be your home
thou shall not be alone
i'll be the one who stays 'til the end //

02.05.2020 • 0237
Jan 22 · 47
messed up.
zee Jan 22
afraid of the unknown
never ending thoughts
about you—
leaving me
alone
Jan 22 · 141
secrets & regrets
zee Jan 22
untold stories;
bottled up emotions
to break your heart
wasn't my intention
Jan 10 · 291
0820
zee Jan 10
tired and almost died;
can i leave this pain behind
smiles and all the lies?
Dec 2019 · 73
two a.m. dilemmas
zee Dec 2019
and I can't sleep
my mind's been diving ocean deep
I just want to rest
but these thoughts are doing their best
to make me stay awake all through the night
could I still make things right?
I guess I would miss my flight back to neverland—
an escape to reality 'cause they
couldn't understand
oh, could you please take me back to the place
where I could retrace the mistakes I've made
hope you'll be on time 'cause I do really tried and now,
I'm tired
Dec 2019 · 65
in time.
zee Dec 2019
your kiss still lingers
as my body shivers
can't tell you, my lover
that only way to make me feel better
is to be on my side forever
and together, we will make love
and no, we won't break up
'cause as the sun rises and
the moon says hi and shine into the darkness
we will make things up and everything's gonna be fine—
you and I together in time.
Dec 2019 · 392
0218
zee Dec 2019
crying softly as
my heart tears up in pieces
finding out all the mistakes
collecting details
Dec 2019 · 59
train of thoughts
zee Dec 2019
runnnin' in circles; it won't stop movin'
blinded by these train of thoughts—
from them hating me to you, leaving me
can somebody help me—i'm drownin'
but only I can save me from this misery;
break these chains that keeping my vulnerability;
make a change—turn negativity to positvity
'cause girl, i'm missin' you so bad;
please don't get mad
i'm still learning how to control this thoughts
even if i don't know 'cause i should have
just want to make myself better
wanna love myself so i can love you forever
although others may think it doesn't exist
you're the best plot twist i'd ever received
and i'll choose you every day no matter what they say
Nov 2019 · 486
IKAW
zee Nov 2019
nagsisilbing liwanag sa gabing mapanglaw;
pahinga sa mabilis na pag lipas ng mga araw
sandigan sa bawat trahedya ng aking buhay;
sandata na nagbibigay lakas sa bawat laban;
sa bawat unos at delubyong maaaring daanan
o aking tahanan,
hawakan mo ang aking kamay at sabay nating
haharapin ang bawat pasanin na ibabato sa'tin
'wag pansinin ang mga sabi-sabi at usapin;
hayaan na lang itong mawala kasabay ng pag-ihip ng hangin
iyo na lamang pakinggan ang aking sasabihin:
ikaw ang aking panalangin at puso ko'y walang kasing saya
ngayong ikaw ay nasa aking piling
Nov 2019 · 351
0117
zee Nov 2019
fear suddenly creeps in
as i walk in slowly
in a room full of nobody—including me
Oct 2019 · 314
1215
zee Oct 2019
fast forward to time
where we are falling in love
without breaking hearts
Oct 2019 · 476
0728
zee Oct 2019
i've found you, my home
let me rest inside your arms
and don't let me go
Oct 2019 · 193
Walang Hanggan
zee Oct 2019
Ninais man na ipaglaban ang ating pagmamahalan
Kumapit sa pangakong ating binitawan
Na kailanman ay hindi mag-iiwanan
Hindi na magagawa dahil ikaw na mismo ang umayaw;
Iyong nasilayan ang dulo na aking sinikap na ‘di mo matanaw
Ginawa ko naman ang lahat ngunit hindi pa rin sapat.
Umibig naman ng tapat ngunit mas piniling bigyang lamat
Ang pagsasamang maayos ngunit ito’y tuluyan **** tinapos
Tayo’y hindi na nakasabay sa agos at hinayaan na lang malunod

Ngayon, aking ibubuod at ilalahad sa ilang taludtod:
Ang nobela ng ikaw at ako--
Nangako ang bawat isa sa isa’t isa na tayong dalawa hanggang dulo
Ngunit lahat ng mga plano’y naglaho dahil heto na tayo sa huling pahina ng ating kwento
zee Oct 2019
Tadhana na ata mismo ang gumawa ng paraan
Upang hindi na muling mailahad ang kwento
Ng pagmamahalang  nauwi lang sa hiwalayan
Nais sanang mag balik tanaw; silipin kung paano pumanaw
Ang pag-iibigan nating binawian ng buhay
Tulad ng paglubog ng araw at pagsapit ng bukang liwayway,
Nagbago hindi lamang ang mga kulay ng kalangitan;
Mga pangako sa isa’t isa ay tuluyang napako
Pag-ibig mo’y tuluyan ng naglaho
At ang dating nagsisilbing mukha bagong pag-asa ay ‘di na makakamtan
Dahil nag-iba at napalitan ito ng kahulugan magmula nang ika’y lumisan
Oct 2019 · 277
0431
zee Oct 2019
tired and restless souls
so lost with their own shadows
finding their way home
Oct 2019 · 79
back to you
zee Oct 2019
don't wanna pick up my phone;
won't bother you anymore
but
can't fight this urge;
didn't want this feelings to submerge
but
with just one hello
know this is shallow
but
once again i am smitten
with your love i thought i had forgotten
is this being impulsive, indecisive or both?
Oct 2019 · 333
NEVER AGAIN
zee Oct 2019
pilit at pilit na sinusupil
ang karasahan na kumikitil ng buhay
ng mga taong na wala namang kasalanan
ngunit tuloy pa ring pinagdidiinan
hindi dapat tayo masanay na ang trato sa bawat isa'y 'di pantay-pantay
lahat tayo ay may karapatan at dapat lang na ito ay ating ipaglaban
lalo na sa panahon ngayon na kung saan
ang hustisya'y para na lang sa iilan
imbis na paglingkuran ang samabayanan,
kinukurap ang mga pera sa kaban
ng mamayang dugo't pawis ang inilaan
nagmimistulang mga mang-mang sapagkat wala silang kaalam-alam
na ang kanilang panginoong pinaglilingkuran
ang siyang kumakamkam sa kanilang mga pinaghirapan
Inang Bayan, kailan kaya makakamtan ang kalayaang inaasam?

09.21.19
Oct 2019 · 649
alaala ng kahapon
zee Oct 2019
Mga kantang nagpapaalala ng kasaysayan ng ating pagmamahalan;
Prosa at tulang ikaw at kwento nating dalawa ang nag-iisang paksa;
Ang pait at sakit sa bawat pagsambit na ‘di ka na muling manunumbalik;
Luhang nagmistulang mga talon hanggang sa natuyo na lang paglipas ng panahon;
Bawat araw na lumilipas ay naiipon na lang tulad ng mga pangako ng kahapon
At nang dumating ang araw nagpasiya kang bumalik; hindi na maramdaman ang sabik
Tuluyang napagod na at namanhid sa sitwasyon; hindi na ako muling aasa
Na masimulang muli ang istoyang ikaw mismo ang nagpasyang ito ay wakasan.
Sep 2019 · 118
0309
zee Sep 2019
who says i'm goner—
that i can't live without her?
still hurts; it's over
Sep 2019 · 132
1223
zee Sep 2019
just save your goodbye
i don't want to hear a lie
escapes from your mouth
Sep 2019 · 136
dahilan para mabuhay
zee Sep 2019
ikaw ang nagbibigay kulay
sa aking mundong matamlay
puso ko sa'yo hihimlay
ang pag-ibig mo na tunay
o, kay tagal kong hinintay
Sep 2019 · 2.2k
tinatang(g)i
zee Sep 2019
marahan **** binitawan—
kamay ko'y tuluyan mo nang pinakawalan
ako'y hinayaang mag-isa sa kalawakan;
magpalutang-lutang sa dalampasigan
iniwan na lang kahit wala pa sa dulo ng hangganan
binalewala lahat ng pinagsamahan
o, aking sinta
bakit ba'y hinayaan **** mapunta
sa piling ng iba
ang 'yong pangarap—yung taong pinangakuan **** ibibigay mo ang lahat
ngayo'y naglaho na lang na parang bula
ikaw at mga pangako **** nauwi lang sa wala
ano man ang nangyari, ikaw pa rin ang aking tinatangi
patuloy pa ring nagbabaka sakali na baka sa panaginip,
landas nati'y magtagpong muli
Sep 2019 · 603
k.
zee Sep 2019
k.
muling nagkasalubong—
nagtagpo sa 'di inaasahang panahon
ang alala ng kahapon at ang ngayon
binati nila ang isa't isa
may konting kamustahan
ngunit 'di na muling babalikan
ngayong naghari na liwanag sa dilim
lahat ng sikreto't mga lihim;
damdaming pilit na kinimkim
ay akin ng itatapon
hindi na muli magtatago sa kulimlim
ng kahapon sapagkat ako'y nakaahon
na sa masalimuot na pangyayari noon
Sep 2019 · 312
promise(d)
zee Sep 2019
and you stayed
just like you've said
but life's just that terrible
and made my life miserable
never thought of us falling apart
but you just broke my heart
by leaving and letting me go
and that empty promises
now turned into ashes
Sep 2019 · 375
your name
zee Sep 2019
four-letter word
can't get over
still love her
perhaps, t'was the rain that made me feel nostalgic
Sep 2019 · 156
sa aking may bahay
zee Sep 2019
sa iyong paglalakbay
ika'y humingi ng gabay
sapagkat diyan nakasalalay
ang kaligtasan ng iyong buhay
kung ako man ay mamatay
'di kaya'y mawalan ng malay
aking ipapaalala nang walang humpay
na araw-araw akong naghintay
laging tatandaan, walang makakapantay
sa pag-ibig **** 'di nagkulang at tunay
ngang ikaw ang nagbibigay kulay
sa mundo kong matamlay
sa pagbalik mo, ako'y kakaway;
hahagkan at hahawakan ang 'yong kamay
sapagkat ikaw lang ang nagtataglay
ng mainit yakap na hinahanap-hanap paghimlay
Sep 2019 · 177
1242
zee Sep 2019
why did you have to
go and leave my heart alone
can't believe you're gone
Sep 2019 · 65
call me, maybe?
zee Sep 2019
"hello?"
"sorry, the number you've dialed is emotionally unavailable at the moment."
"should i try again later?"
"perhaps, never."

--
Sep 2019 · 215
1153
zee Sep 2019
we're fading away
and I can't do anything
just to make you stay
am i that easy to forget?
Sep 2019 · 1.2k
paglaya
zee Sep 2019
akin na lamang ikukubli
itong nadaramang 'di nagpapahuli
alam na sa sariling mali
dapat lang na ito'y itanggi
o, ang aking hiraya—
ikaw ay liligaya
sa piling ng iyong sinisinta
at ako'y
magiging malaya
at magiging masaya (na lamang)
para sa inyong dalawa
Sep 2019 · 165
0203
zee Sep 2019
will you hold my hand
forever until the end
it was never meant
never meant//american football
Sep 2019 · 216
of misfortunes and mishaps
zee Sep 2019
"The winds of fate may change, but I'm glad we got to share a breeze."
--

hey, my almost lover
even though our game's over
i'll never forget the memories
we had made together
please always remember
you'll have my heart
now and forever

--
"Although we didn't know each other long, you sure as hell left a mark, too."
Sep 2019 · 100
sweet dreams
zee Sep 2019
sing to me all your sweet symphonies
let your worries—reveries turn into
a beautiful, melancholic melody
that will send me off to sleep
and as i wake up, i weep
i relived the memory
of you, of us; our story
now it's just a dream that
i'll cherish throughout eternity
"you were the sweetest apparition such a pretty vision"
saw you in a dream//the japanese house
Sep 2019 · 245
one drunken night
zee Sep 2019
say, will you let me stay for tonight?
i just want to feel that warmth while being wrapped up inside your arms;
shower me with your soft and deep kisses then whisper to my ear and tell me, "everything will be alright as long you're right here by my side".

say, is it too much to ask you to don't let me go and convince me not to leave you?
i always think that i'm not good and worthy enough to be kept by you and you keeping some trash like me.
you're the best thing that ever happened to my life so please, would you still take this roller coaster ride with me?
sober up, will you?
Sep 2019 · 67
the story of us
zee Sep 2019
thousands and millions of possibilities
in this world full of uncertainties
two souls collided unexpectedly
is it worth the shot to call it a story—
a love story that might end up tragically?
oh, i wasn't in a hurry
hope you're not in a jiffy
let's take our time and find out
if this—us could work out
eventually.
Sep 2019 · 1.6k
pagsapit ng gabi
zee Sep 2019
minsa'y napaisip
kung paanong nagbago ang ihip
ng hanging dati ako'y sinasagip
ngayo'y napalitan na ng sakit, pait;
luha't pighati--saan ba nagkamali;
bakit bigla na lang naisip na umalis?
lahat naman ay aking tiniis
manatili ka lang sa'king tabi
ngunit parang kulang pa ang lahat ng hinagpis
tanging ikaw pa rin ang hiniling na makapiling
sa tuwing sasapit ang gabi;
habang nag-iisa sa dilim
Sep 2019 · 5.7k
tagu-taguan
zee Sep 2019
isa, dalawa, tatlo
ako'y tatakbo papalayo
'di ko alam kung saan ako tutungo
ang nais ko lang ay makalayo sa'yo

apat, lima, anim
itong damdaming aking kinikimkim
dapat ko ba itong sabihin
o hayaan na lang maglaho sa hangin?

pito,walo, siyam
'di mo pa rin alam;
wala ka bang pakiramdam?
o sadyang wala kang pakialam

matatapos na lang ang bilang
pero ang tagu-taguan ng aking nararamdaman
ay tila wala na atang katapusan

ngunit pagbilang ko ng sampu
nasilayan sa aking pag dilat
ang katotohanang ikaw pala'y
may ninanais nang iba
https://open.spotify.com/track/0FOYt3VRWweAWgN1relGqN
Aug 2019 · 70
3 A.M.
zee Aug 2019
it's three in the morning
night's done; sun's almost rising
surviving this life by escaping;
closing my eyes while forgetting;
convincing myself that it's okay
not to have you right beside me
while remembering how we spend
the whole night makin' out and kissing
Aug 2019 · 555
1:49
zee Aug 2019
every night, there's this concept:
we're making scenarios in our head—
I, wishing I was dead
you, chasing someone you could never forget
and we'd tell them—they should've killed us instead
Aug 2019 · 66
still
zee Aug 2019
it's still you
whom i miss
thought i could
resist

it's still your voice
i long to hear
every night,
i try to sleep;
begging myself
not to hallucinate
things

and it's still
your lips
i wanna kiss;
even if it's
just a temporary
bliss
Aug 2019 · 826
p a h i m a k a s
zee Aug 2019
ang silakbo ng damdamin
tinangay na lang ng hangin
akin na lang tatanggapin
na ika'y 'di para sa'kin
Aug 2019 · 2.2k
nagugulumihanan
zee Aug 2019
hindi ba't nagpaalam na sa isa't isa
aking tinanggap kahit 'di alam ang dahilan
kung bakit at paano nagawa; ika'y hinayaan na lang lumisan
nais mang tutulan ngunit ayaw tanggaling ang karapatang piliin ang daan
na iyong napagdesisyunan

naging mahirap sa umpisa—tanggaping
tayong dalawa ay dumating na sa katapusan
at hindi na kailaman pang mababalikan ang nakaraan
parte na lang ako ng mga alaala na kung saan masaya tayo sa piling ng bawat isa; gumawa ng sariling mundo ngunit tulad ng lahat ng kwento, lahat ay nagbago;
nandito na tayo sa huling pahina ng libro

ngunit bakit nandito pa rin yung
sakit?
sa t'wing naaalala kang paminsan-minsan
marahang napapapikit na tila bang ngayon lang naramdaman lahat ng pait;
nasisiraan na ata ako ng bait
naitanong na naman sarili kung bakit
sa puso ko'y ikaw pa rin ang
nakaukit?
Aug 2019 · 224
freed
zee Aug 2019
i know, i have to
you're better off without me
i'm letting you go
Aug 2019 · 209
Ang Kwento Nating Dalawa
zee Aug 2019
unti-unti na lang bang masasanay?
tila nalanta na at wala nang buhay
ang mundo na sabay nating binuo
natutuliro, nababalisa at hindi mapalagay
ang dating mga usapang hindi maubos-ubos
ngayon ay para na lang kandilang nauupos

hindi alam kung paano, bakit at ano ang nangyari
bigla na lang nagbago; wala man lang pasabi.
nawalan na nga ba ng gana ang tadhana sa'tin
o sadyang ito na ang huling hantungan natin?

maaari bang samahan mo akong lumaban at agapan ang ating nararamdamang tinatangay na ng hangin sa kawalan?
akala ko ba'y sabay pa nating pagmamasdan ang marahan na paglubog na araw ngunit bakit tila parang mauuna pa ang ating istoryang hindi pa nga nasisimulan?
Aug 2019 · 68
Strange Connection
zee Aug 2019
lost in translation but can't deny this strange connection—
uncanny yet familiar; it seems like our paths were intertwined; known each other for a very long time
even if it's just the first time
destiny is such a fancy word to explain this kind of phenomena but can't still believe how fantasy turned into a reality

days have passed,
time's running and seasons are changing
another chapter of a story is about
to open every night
dishonesty seems nowhere to be sight;
midnight full of mixed emotions and feelings became the light—
the answer to my questions
why did our universe
collided; stars were aligned
just for the two of us
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