I write because I can't lie or keep making excuses for **** others aren't doing. I'm not going to applause them for **** they should've been doing. I'm sober but ppl treat me like the drunk I use to be I stay away they treat me like its my fault I don't come around. I've said sorry and never forgive. I plead my situation to have it dismissed the most inferior feeling to experience. I forgive others but its rejected. I'm during and hurting inside writing is the only way to get it out. I had millions of friends but once I took on sobriety they left me to walk the line alone. My frustrations burn up inside something fighting to come out and change make a difference. I believe in myself no one ever feels the same way about me