I am going to die Someone tripped my breaker I swim in the sparks Thinner lines of longitude Meet tangentially above The third eye. A veil is dropped and I See the spinning mandala Colors drip in lateral formations Each line crosses Infinitely deep in every direction Bisecting me Pay attention now You are dying You will tear through the veil ******* in the first breath Cold air The buzzing is around you Warm glowing life forms They sing songs! Music of shape and color Cyan and lilac notes Fluttering from their bodies Their songs spark and lightning Through my body filling me with joysorrowlustpainguiltecstacy Arcing off of my skin Leaving long gaseous, crimson-green trails through the buzz of light Watch me! Look at this Do you see what I can do? Do you see, young one? The souls gather around me Whispering the secret of the * We laugh together at the simplicity of it all They show me their playthings shaped Totem poles of fractal colors impossibly Spinning on a string of deoxyribonucleic acid Quadruple helices infinitely intricate strands Dripping diamonds in hues of color I cannot name It didn't last long Knowing the secret of it all Go back now To your bed Back to your dimension Don't try to remember us We are multidimensional Children casting tridemensional Shadow puppets upon your dimly lit cave walls Oh Demon! Oh archangel! Oh fairy! Ghost! You foolish primate Smearing your cave walls with words Try to figure us out, shall you? We are forgotten like a dream Stop Stop Stop The walls are alien And the impossible Shattered bloom on each surface Sing and vibrate It feels as If I have been here before. As if it has always been but I am allowed to see behind the curtain Join the club Join the club We vibrate inside plant matter Inside each atom we dance
Recreate us in your mind's eye dearest vertebrate Watch us swim in and out of your memories We have left our fingerprints upon the archaic machinery Of your central nervous system We are here You are here We are everywhere stop looking We probe and poke at you And sometimes we ancient-ones bend down and kiss you on the lips You strange humans always exclaiming: Déjà vu