i stalk the halls
and fade into the crowd
trying to avoid you
and another breakdown
i can't stand to see you
it burns in my chest
i want my distance
swear it's for the best
you can have our friends
and take the easiest routes
i'll just eat lunch in the library
and figure the rest out
i just thought that it
would be all better now
but I'm sick to my stomach
whenever your around
the sorry wasn't enough
to take away the pain
the words that you said
are branded in my brain
i can never be enough
i am as bad as they come
no one should trust or love me
i wish i could go back to being numb
i wish i could go back
to knowing who you were
back when you made me feel weightless
though now it's all a blur
you told them i was a burden
shackles on your feet
i thought that it was mutual
even now i don't know what to believe
because i'm staring at you
and feeling unwanted
maybe you apologized
just because you were confronted
i did it again
i came back and let you in
everytime i let you get away with it
i let you win
and i don't think you see
the hurt you cause
i hope one day
you do and stop
because i'm looking at myself
and i hate what i see
just those couple words
seem to have broken me