Fighting my insanity, my pain,
My anger and hatred is really starting
To become a losing battle
Sadly I am becoming its prey
Hunted throughout the corridors of my brain
Stalked in my dreams
So how do you suppose I survive
When my whole existence
Is against me as a person
I can't find peace
Not even happiness
Because I fight myself on a daily basis
So maybe I should surrender
Give up and say goodbye
Hell nobody will care
I will just disappear
Be forgotten like usual
And slip into the background
Of the fleeting memory
That is my life
Hide in the shadows
Of a broken heart
Never to be mended
Because it became the footstool
For so many other hearts
Well no more
Because I'm saying *******
And use someone else
I have a war to fight