To say I'm struggling
Is an understatement
Everyday is a battle
But the key is patience

I hope one day
Everything will work out
I'm trying to get there
There's so much self doubt

Life isn't black & white
They didn't teach us this
My minds wandering
I'm falling into the abyss

My heads in one place
My heart in another
Confusion has taken over
I feel smothered

I feel my inner demons
Have started to resurface
Thought I put them to bed
But they're making me nervous

Do I stay true to myself
Or keep others happy
This pain is getting stronger
I'm losing my sanity!