Pages rippling, Quickly pushing through the years My mind is a casino shuffling machine Rapid fire, every card is Every face bleeding through Anchored memories, subsurface stillness Reality is the crooked blade--
I now realize I was always looking for Everything that wasn't them Different hair, different eyes Why are they all blurring together
Old slides on a movie screen Staring back at me. Vindictive, hostile, blaming. I was scrambling for the ideal of novel, New and transposed.
Enough to break me down into molecules, Toss me into atoms Throw my essence against the starstuff and dark spaces between--
But there is no ripple effect.
No unseen unclothing me.
The faces keep bleeding through I keep wading, riffling, sifting through the sands of time