perhaps i go about it wrong
i shouldnt pay mind to the boys you said
and even though they are brutes
i use them and make the wrong choice instead

the weight and touch feels nice
even if it is fleeting
the consequences arent too bad
compared to the loneliness it'd be treating

sure i get a label and a reputation
and i break a few hearts along the way
honestly i'm not too concerned
because no one bothered to prevent my pain