Sometimes I want to lay in bed
and let myself be in my head
I know that it is not safe there
but sometimes I just do not care
Like a wander through the woods
all the shoulda woulda coulds
can't see what is up ahead
I spin out I'm full of dread
So then I have to pull me back
get rid of thoughts of sad and lack
by faith is how I'm meant to live
and so to God my fears I give