All those that I have hurt, made suffered, and tore down I am sorry, so sorry because I was the broken one No excuses, no guise, no half assed disguise It was me to scared to open For my heart has been broken So many times that its shattered I didn't think it mattered If I broke and I pushed But now I can see My eyes have been opened And slowly I can heal From the pain and the torture I never allowed myself to feel So I am sorry, So sorry To all of those I have hurt To those who have cried To those who I've lied to To those who have tried to help And I only pushed away I beg of you that someday You might forgive me Because while I am still not whole yet I am half way there And while I still breathe heavy From running all these years I refuse to look at the times that are so dark I refuse to look away Today it's time I really grew up Faced the crowd And just pray