Did you think that it was easy to leave you?
You know that you’re the only thing that makes me happy
No matter how many times I make you believe I was
You ended up believing a lie that you made up.

Several nights I didn’t get to sleep peacefully
As if you put a spell on me that holds me as a prisoner
Why? Do you have to give up on me?
You know that after everything I might just run after you.

Why did you finally close that **** door?
The door that leads to your precious heart
That once loved me, who believed I was the nice guy
Well you might as well wake up from this horrible dream.

I want to tell you how bad I missed you
Yet my words crumpled like a paper
I have to go though even if I want to stay
Because in the end it will ruin us.