and I cry, and I sob, and I curl up inside; and I hide, but you find, am I losing my mind? I am fine, I am well but I feel like im dead; I am here, nowhere else, and I can't disconnect; I am hurt I'm in pain and it won't go away; tears won't dry, they just run, faster with every day. Losing sight, dim the light; no, I don't want to see, let me die, bury deep, ill return in your sleep.