You were my first love...
May be that’s why you are special....
May be you will always be....
Though you never returned my feelings...
I never felt bad...
I keep on loving you for years...
There was time I thought falling for someone else will be like cheating you....
I hold on to you...
Made friendship with you...
Even after knowing that...
You thought of me as nuisance and silly irritating girl...
I cried over that letter...
And made up mind...
I should have stopped there...
but again my love for you wanted to forgive you...
Now when think back...
I was really a fool....

And again when we met after years...
You still make me feel the same...
The same silly immature girl...
You thinks my love for you is still there...
But what u don’t know is I never give my heart to anyone...
And never will...
You are my first failure...
That I accepted with a smile...
I again got attached to you...
Bcoz I found we both love late nights...
And your love for rain...
Your company just made me happy...
But alas we had misunderstandings...
Which will keeps on coming...
So we should part again...
As you said in better terms than hating each other...
I won’t say it didn’t hurt...
But to you I will never be a friend...
I will always be a crazy girl...
And you will again laugh it off with your friends...
So good bye my first love...

— Joanna Adam