What if this happened Or if that turned out accordingly Failed came back for more Denied kept working harder Rejected not regretting the day Not one to quit or surrender Been chew up spit out Another fight to bounce back Stayed real and true to the wrong people Most don't like the truth Open and honesty seen as blunt Straight edge doing what's right Sobriety strong no more self destruction Not going over the edge for anyone Battle with anxiety an internal struggle The mind turns things upside down Can't fall bad into bad habits Not making the same mistakes This loop of deja Vu feels wrong Trying to break the cycle of insanity Waves that take life off course Feels like life or death from intense moment